Well I haven't actually updated this thing with a real entry in forever
so here we go. Yeah that thread on Flee the Factory motivated me, heh.
Been doing, eh, okay in my classes except for English but I never did
very well in English. Graphic design I've been improving a lot in which
makes me happy and feeling accomplished! Intro to Human Communications
is so easy I defiantly have an A. 2D design I feel like I should be
doing really well in but sometime I'm just not sure because she never
grades anyone higher than an 85. Weird. Volleyball I've got an A, OR AT
LEAST I BETTER, and it's over this Thursday which is sweeeeeeeet.
I hate coming home on Mondays and Tuesdays because I usually have to
take the damn bus home while it's getting or is dark out for an hour
and a half. My next road test is December 7th (a day with terrible
omens I know) and I BETTER FREAKENNN PASS.
I still work at Forever XXI because Best Buy never called me even
though I stayed for interviews for and hour and a half, ugh. I hate
Forever XXI and I have to work the day after Thanksgiving since it's
"Black Friday" which means we're not going to Jersey now with my family
for Thanksgiving. Lame. That place sucks and I work too long hours on
Saturday; they need to chillllllll with that.
Two weeks ago I realized Ryan wasn't for me and I had no feelings left
for him. I didn't feel too bad breaking up with him though because a
little bird told me he felt that same way since we never saw each
other, ever.
The most amazing thing happened though.
See... I had been feeling I was in love with my bestest friend for a long time now and was
sure he didn't feel the same which is typical. I tried to accept it like I had a couple of months ago but I had such trouble. Hmmm, well I guess that means I never accepted it in the first place, did I? Then I
started to get some mixed messages from him and was thinking that maybe
he did feel the same; everyone else thought so, but still I was completely lost and unsure.
Carisa was the one who got me "just do it" and kiss him good night
Sunday, November 6th 1:something AM and he kissed me back. Now we both
love each other, Krispy Kremes, John Stewart and music and wear rad eye
glasses sometimes. Yeah, so, I love Matthew Strong. He is wonderful and
my best friend and I want this to last for as long as it possiably can because I've never been happier.
Speaking of best friends: I MISS SOPHIE A LOT! I can't wait to see her
again! TO GO SHOPPING IN THE CITY! Haha, and to give her, her AWESOME
birthday present that is totally not practical but I bet she'll listen
to it anyway. I wish that boy never ruined her life and I want him to
be castrated then have to watch a gross disgusting pervert rub his cut off
balls all over his body screaming his name while his girlfriend is
being burnt alive in a pot of boiling oil behind them and he just can
watch and not able do a damn thing. Oops, fucked up? I don't care. I
love Sophie that much to be completely boarder line fucking in a mental
institution. I also love Carisa that much she should know. I want them
both to be so happy and to be best friends with me forever and after,
the end.
By the by I think that people from Island 16 and that shit should mind
their business number 1. Number 2 shut the fuck up and stop creating
drama that I really had enough of hearing about, honestly. And 3
for the people I like: get out of that shit hole while you still can
and save yourselves!
I don't know anything else to write about. Uh, maybe I'll think of things later.
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